the feeling of feeling

yes. the reason for the title is today on the bus journey home, i saw a lady picking her nose. i wonder how is it possible to do such an obscene thing in public! but strangest of things happened and my nose started to itch. so yep. you guessed it the feeling of disgust turned to pure enjoyment! =D ok. this is a sick thing to write about. don't remember it.

Prettiest friend by Jason Mraz

this is what I look like today
and I’m trying not to pull out my hair
I’m trying not to show it cause I’m far too shy to grow it back there
that's probably why I like wearing hats
there's no denying I’m deferring the facts
avoiding confrontation
lacks tact in a situation
behind every line is a lesson yet to learn
but if you ask me
the feeling that I’m feeling is overwhelming
and oh it goes to show
I’ve so much to know
I wrote this for my prettiest friend
who while trying not to prove that I care
trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare her away
well she can't see she's making me crazy now
I don't believe she knows she's amazing how
she has me holding my breathe
so I’d never guess that I’m a none such unsuitable, suitable for her
but if you ask me
the feeling that I’m feeling is complimentary
and oh it goes to show
the moral of the story is boy loves girl
and so on the way that it unfolds is yet to be told
I know that I should be brave
even pretty can be seen by the blind
I know that I cannot wait
until the day we finally learn how to find each other
redefining open minds
and if you ask me
the feeling that I’m feeling is overjoyed
and it's golden, it goes to show then
the ending of this song should be left alone
and so on cause the way it unfolds is yet to be told

This song has been stuck in my head. maybe because on the first line, he talks about wearing a hat all the time. Obviously reminding me about...me! awesome song with awesome lyrics.

I pray and i pray and i pray. God will answer. Amen. :)

Growing up

when i was young, i always wanted to be an artist. Then it was to be a pilot. A slowly, reality found me and now i've actually lost sight of what i want to be when i'm of age. Honestly speaking, i really don't want to grow any older than i am now. Life's better being 18. Not that many worries, problems or actions that need to be taken. I guess this is a process of life. Like a phase. Growing up is such a chore.

Herbal chicken with curry powder?

Yes. That was what Sam did with his leftovers. Makes you think how interesting food preparations can really be huh! Well, i personally feel it will be very distasteful especially with sucha weird combination of sorts. But apparently it's good. Righteous man. Righteous.

Haven't had time to blog. Ok. I think i'm getting lazy. I mean who wouldn't! It's a blog for pete's sake! Anyways, so many things have happened over the past few days that all i can say is God is the Only One who will put a smile on my face. :) Life's been pretty boring. Although what my pastor said on sunday really made sense. Youths should not ever be bored! But it's so hard since everyone is in such a hurry to grow up and move on, no one really has anymore time for fun and laughter! Rather at least the majority(Whether by choice or default!). I've been so free i think i'm going nuts! Peanuts to be exact! MOVIES ANYONE!? I think i should take this time to realign myself with God again. Start re-wiring and all. God give me the faith to find You. Amen.

Went jamming today. The voice's been doing pretty good after much nourishment from the honey water and luo han guo. I think i should start taking care of it if i really wanna continue singing. Managed to record a couple of songs though. Yellow and Chasing Cars to be exact. Hopefully we'll just keep getting better at this! Even so, Lord, guide me in this for Your pleasure and Glory. Amen.

Lately i've been pretty dissatisfied with life. It's getting way too routine man. Really. I think i've gotta be more adventurous! Like you know, overnight cycling once again. Fishing. Stuff that i haven't done in a long long time! I really think i should re-connect with the adventurous side of me again man.

Well, God's been pretty good with keeping me through my struggles in life. I gotta say all glory to Him man. Thank You Dad! :)

Songs for the day: Blue eyes blue, Wonderful tonight, Change the world - Eric Clapton, Yellow - Coldplay, World - Five For Fighting, Majesty - Delirious?, Blessed be Your Name - Matt Redman.