holiday or holinsane?

The past few week have been really hectic for me. Haven't been able to do anything. Rushing from point A to B, assignment after assignment. Life is such a monotony of things to do.

But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint. Isaiah 40:31

Lord i'm waiting on you, renew my strength.

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead,
If you could only ...

Love...actually...scary!?

There are many things that i'd like to say to you
but i don't know how.

Worthy is The Lamb

Thank you for the cross, Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love, Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious

High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
The Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

Thou art worthy.
This song really ministered to me. Jesus, the lamb. Sacrificed. Lambs are of such a meek nature and it's such an apt description of Jesus. The Lamb groomed from day one for the slaughter house. Oh how worthy you are. I'm really at a loss for words.

back from camp!

just came back from camp last night. Had a smashing good time! I especially liked the word part of the camp. Really really spoke to me. Ps Glenn is someone i could relate to. Anyways, i felt this camp was significantly different. Apart from the fact that it catered to a wide spectrum of age groups, this time, there was a whole different atmosphere. Like..just different. I guess you could say there was a stronger presence of God. As yes! i honestly felt a very strong presence hovering throughout the camp. Yeah. I guess that's it! But all good things must come to an end and it's back to studying.

Today, i made a covenant
To stand up and make a difference
To be different
To lead and not follow

don't you find it hard to write words for a song when they don't mean a thing?

it's been awhile but it's been worth it!

greetings to one and all! i'm blogging with my phone. new phone see. well where do I start. so so so much has happened since I last blogged. ok. first things first. i'm legal now! right. not like i'm gonna paint the town red or anything but it's really a milestone for me. been pretty busy with everything. projects and assignments have been piling up. I think I need a personal assistant. hard to manage my time man. church work hs been good too. I 've always believed if you enjoy wht you're doing, passion in other words, you'll do it well. and I enjoy church. way more than school I tell you. but for what, that is stil very much a mystery. i'd say it's both God and friends but I don't know which one more. right so I know the model answer. but how do you actually do it! that's tough. humans are afterall creatures that crave companionship. and friends just seem to fill the temporal void. that said, there's still the God shaped hole that only He can fill. sometimes I wonder how people actualy make it to 50 without God. life is so tough even with God's help. i've been trying to reach out to this good friend of mine. he backslided a long time ago. but I just know he'll come back. till then, I will always be praying for him. alrighty then! i'll end off here. do expect more now that it's so convenient to blog :)

I need a God-filled life!

I've been thinking bout stuff lately, stuff going on in my life and stuff going to happen and stuff that has already happened. And i've got to say there's been a divine hand guiding me all along! Some call it destiny/fate. I'll prefer God's guidance and Plan for my life. He's always been there. Through my Ups and my Downs. Just that, i need to listen closely to him. We all do. He's the still small voice waiting, crying out to us. If we'd only listen.

I've been spending much too little time with God. So much so that i feel i've drifted far from Him! Although i know He's so near. Oh well. Contradictory huh. OK! i think i need to make a decision, a promise, a covenant or however you wanna call it. And commit myself to at least spending time with God 3 times a week!(I've gotta start small right!) That way, my relationship with Him will be healthy!

On a much much heavier note, my grand-dad's not doing too well. He's been battling cancer for awhile and now it's pretty much spread to his whole body, final stage. Pains me to see him in such a state. So guys and girls, please pray for him whenever you can? Let's petition this to heaven through our prayers! God will make my grand-daddy whole again! Amen!

Apart from this, God's been really good to me. Today, i picked up 4 dollars! small sum i know but it's been awhile since i've picked money! hehe. Thank God! =D School's been good. I've only got school for 3 days per week this semester. Totally awesome. And yeh. God is and will always be Good! =)

So, Cheerio to James and everyone reading. =)

Call to return

I woke up today with such a strong presence of God in my room. The feeling was so wonderful. Like the whole room was warm although the air-con was turned down to 17 deg. I believe God was in my room and especially strong because through the night, he revealed to me what i though would be a likely future. This was how the dream went. I was in what seemed like an old hospital building. I was hiding. Well the reason was, just outside the window, there was an army, a horde, a massive amount of people, uncountable. They were divided into 4 contingents. Each a different colour.(Blue, green, red, yellow) Their leader was someone dark. someone scary. Someone i call the anti-christ. What i saw was a likely future. A future where the world was a dark dark place to live in. Christians that were left behind, were being hunted down one by one and put to the gallows. In the dream, i was one of those left behind. I was running. Throughout the whole dream i was running. Up and down endless stairways. The dream felt so real. Yet once i woke up, an immediate sense of peace came over me. I felt i had to tell someone! So i told my dad. He told me that sometimes God reveals stuff to us so that we can share it to people who need it. Like a timely divine reminder. So i urge everyone who's reading this. Do a check on your life. See if there's any area that's displeasing to God, seek his forgiveness, renew your covenent with Him. Live your life for him once again. Return to Your First Love. My dad also told me that God reveals things because He loves us. Not to condemn but to bring us back to Him. My prayer is that none of us. None of my friends reading this would ever have to face the horror of being left behind. Return to God this day. =)