Father of Faith

Faith is probably the greatest attribute that keeps my mind pondering.
Does Faith = self confidence?
Does having faith means having a self-fulfilling prophecy?
Believing in something so much that you subconsciously achieve it by your own means.


WELL, Hebrews 11:1 says," Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see."
This means trusting in God (something we cannot see) with everything we've got. I believe this is faith. Godly faith that is.

And i find this most hard to do. Trusting in the invisible is so difficult. But yet God still asks me to trust Him. I know that trusting Him would yield much results. I know that. But time and again, i find myself doubting this very faith.

gone, going, gone!

Suddenly, i realised all my friends are leaving Singapore. People whom i've within the past 2-3 years established quite a close friendship. And although i don't show it very much, i am sad. Really bummed that i never got to know these people any better. i mean sure we're good friends and all but i just feel i could've spent an extra more time with them. i'm sad. :(

"What is your generation? is it the people who are the same age as you, or is it the people who grow up with you?"

I keep asking myself these questions and i really don't know.

If we would only keep our eyes on the goal

If we can only keep our eyes fixed on the goal at the end of the line. The prize of this long and tedious race of life.
This race of life. The one that is filled with "what-ifs" and "whys". Let's stop asking why because i believe the prize we get at the end will more than answer our queries of life. Instead let's have faith and trust that He will carry us through no matter what.

"Mummy, how did dinosaurs come about?"
"Why don't you ask God!"
"Mummy, why is the earth so big?"
"Why don't you ask God!"
"Mummy, why does humanity have to suffer pain and anguish?"
"Again, why don't you ask God!"

If He carried the weight of the world upon His shoulder, i know that He can and will carry you.

Remember that you forgot

Have you ever woke up and remembered that you forgot?
Let me elaborate.
Every morning when i wake up, i always get this feeling that i forgot something. and sure enough, i did.

Work at play, play at work.

This life makes no sense without a capital G.

If it makes you less sad

I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold, a heart thats harder than stone but it hurts a whole lot and its missed when its gone.

You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close, you are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin, standing trial for your sins. Holding on to yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.

I'm saturated

I cannot think anymore!
I need inspiration!

The world's view...

You are Loved(Don't give up) - Josh Groban

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
You are loved


This song reminds me of God's love. Strangely. How He loves us.