Afraid of change?

This was the word that hit me. Afraid of change? Afraid to venture into the unknown? Into oblivion? Out of your comfort zone? Out of the familiar? This is what i've been asking myself. If God wants me to go somewhere else, do something else, STEP OUTTA MY COMFORT ZONE, will i be able to do it? Life's full of surprises. Take the next corner and you'll never know where you'd end up. I guess, none of us wants to live a life of mystery. At least not me. So i think, if God really really really wants me to move, i'll always keep in mind Jer 29:11 and trust Him with all that i have. Big Daddy God, I know the plans that You have for me. And i know You know what's best. So God, reveal to me Your Eternal Plan for my life so that i'll take the right steps in You. Amen. :)

Today's been a pretty good day. Actually, more of a hungry day. You see, i'm on fast every friday. And i'm telling you, it's no fun. This really ignites the thought of how in the world did Jesus do it, 40 days!? I'm so tempted to think that because He's the Son Of God that He was able to accomplish such a mind-boggling task. Contrary to that, He was God's Son in a humanoid form, subjected to the everyday temptations, trials and tests. So obviously, He had a lot of discipline to carry out the task at hand which was fasting diligently. Jesus. What a wonder of a man. :) I pray so so hard that i'll become more and more like Him as my life unfolds. Anyways, broke fast at 6 pm. I'm telling you. Good ol' donuts really tasted like manna from heaven man. Actually, i ate so much after that fast, i feel really guilty bout it all! Oh well, i guess fasting has its rewards. Jesus, I pray that you'll uphold me through my fasting and help to reach the ultimate goal of being sanctified for Your Glory. Amen. :) Played pool with Kahwan and Sam from 4 pm - 6 pm. Food is a driving force. Without it, i was seriously drained and had a hard time playing. But oh well, its for the love of the game and not competition. Went for central equipping in the evening till bout 10. Bill Johnson spoke through a video. Spoke on the spiritual language. Thank You Lord for being so wonderfully special in the way You speak to us. :) Thank You Lord for answering my prayer. Amen! OH! and today was Uncle KK's birthday. Happy Birthday Uncle! Uncle KK has really been a source of strength for me, always being that pillar of support when i needed one. :) Had supper with him and the rest which was promptly followed by countless games of bridge till bout 2 am. Really had loads of fun today. Though i really think i need to get my lazy bones moving and start asking people out! Staying at home all day ain't a good way to spend my holidays!

Tomorrow's gonna be a long long day man. Got worship prac at 1. Songs to be played are Hosanna, For a thousand tongues to sing, Heart of worship and lastly with all i am. I'm really not too sure how's it all gonna be. Considering this is my very first time playing! Woo-hoo! I pray that i'll bring Glory to God above. Thank You Lord for the talent. :) Starting at 8, i'll be playing at White Tangerine, Paya Lebar Kovan CC. Please do come down! And bring your support with you! Good Night! :) May the Good Lord God bless each and everyone of you.

Songs for the day: Sleeping to dream - Jason Mraz, Belle - Jack Johnson, Hosanna - Paul Baloche, Surrender - Hillsong, Thank You Lord - Paul Baloche.